life itself is getting my way, i always encountered problems after problems, even this year i just lost 4 years of hardwork just because of small mistake. my money also stuck until next year and my mental health is not going better because of this.

thats pretty amazing mindset, and yes i totally agree with you especially i am getting older and i still not getting that peaceful boring life yet, life is just so cruel in many ways.

goodluck, hope you able to find way out

thats how cruel life is, but you are lucky enough to have friends to support you.

yeah that was really fortunate life, i wish my lowest point is only about exams.

how you ended up in that and do you able to stop taking it anymore?

its amazing that you are able to overcome your lowest point and everything goes better after a year.

Thanks for asking my situation, so

i am tired being “nice person” and ended up getting bullied, scammed, get rid off, lost lot of important things, and many more painful moments in my life.

i still struggle to overcome my lowest point until now, this is why i try to get feedback from somebody else. for now i have regular theraphy, training, and really tried my best not to turn “evil”

sometimes i can relate myself to joker from batman.

i think orphan is better, at least you are free from abused or neglected and have freedom of choices

so its forced, i hope all the best for you

i am suprised you still motivated enough to keep health and fitness in check despite of how bad things going on right now

i dont have credit card so its manageable but phone is absolute must, most car services apps and cashless payment use it

i am not sure about china but even developed countries such as australia and singapore has their struggles now despite they are one of high income countries.

guess your dad regrets his rant now, everything is just business now.

you are totally correct, it feels like tech is no longer for us, we are the product and we are forced to buy stuff with planned obsolescence, also they are getting more expensive.

i am actually in crowded city, but unfortunately with poor therapist quality and you need to have long queue (2 hours+) and in the end just to get poor consultation results.

what i mean poor quality such as blatantly says : “just dont think about it”, “its not a problem”, “you are just overthinking” , etc. they just throw template answer so they can be done with you as fast as they can.

with smartphone and meta glasses everywhere, it is just impossible to avoid privacy anymore

here i am still unable to buy a house or car

unfortunately rooting nowadays is harder and xiaomi intentionally give cocoldown for unlock so no way around except waiting for it.

when i was young, i am fearless and full of energy so looking back, its easier to overcome problem back then compared to now.

what do you use now?