There’s no organizing potential in the USA at all. Everyone only thinks social democrats are the most radical option. Reddit third-worldists call me evil for being born here. I’m scum for being born in this country. I know it at this point, I’m evil for benefitting from imperialism, we’re all labor aristocrats, so why bother? I don’t even feel the strength to get out of bed anymore. I just want to lay here until I die or until I get evicted and die on the streets. I’m to scared to kill myself, so may as well. I’m just so tired of everything, of seeing the rights of my closest friends being peeled away and there being no viable way to stop it because, again, everyone here only thinks voting is the way out.
I have Avoidant Personality Disorder (AvPD), which causes self-hatred, depression, all that fun stuff, with no friends, no political social network, and have gotten scammed out of thousands because I thought for a second someone was actually liked me, and am stuck in a rural area. People can talk about revolutionary optimism all they want, but that doesn’t help.