i gain experience by working, that’s true, but I’m kinda bad at everything. i can’t do sports, so i can’t be like a junior coach if that exists. i can’t be a swim instructor, i can’t swim. i might be able to be a jr. camp counselor but i don’t know cpr or first aid, and what if there’s a pool?? barista involves quick work and having to “go, go, go” and i have to take a while to process things. i also don’t have the best, most detail-oriented brain and memory.

there’s not really any interest i have that i have extensive knowledge in, and while i do want a job, some of them prefer babysitting experience, which i’ve never done due to not having any kids in my neighborhood.

i could be a tutor because the one im looking at involves passing at least algebra i, and a review says high school students might not even have to teach high school-level math, so i’m probably good for that, but someone online said since i get distracted easily due to my disability and since i don’t know math up and down, inside and out, that they wouldn’t even pay me to help their kid because i would be so bad, but i wont listen to them.

what’s a good first job? where should i workkkk??? i’ve been thinking a lot about this but i’m so, so nervous!!!