I’m doing 5g of mushrooms tomorrow in silent darkness for the first time. I have no idea what to expect as I’ve never done it this way, my last dose was 4.5g and I handled it really well and had a beautiful experience out in nature. Also, planning on vaping some DMT powder in the coming weeks and going on my first major trip for the first time.
Idk about profound but the most extreme was the time I did a bunch of speed and came home to a mushroom party my bffs were having and wanted me to join. Despite misgivings, my desire to do drugs eventually overcame my reluctance.
It took a lot longer than usual for the mushrooms to kick in. I thought i was in the clear. And then WHAM I was reduced to a gibbering idiot for like 12h. I tried to eat my gf’s leg, and then started licking our shag blanket to the point my tongue was raw for days and I could barely eat. Thats about when I came to, because apparentlyid been at a whole ass party for hours before this which j have zero memory of. At that point, I started blinking through realities - literally, id blink my eyes and suddenly everything is alien green, shit like that. All I could do was lay on the floor and wait for it to end.
Thats when I worried id broken myself and my mom was gonna have to check me into a hospital. Thus began the worst idk 4-8h of tripping ive ever had.
Just laying on the floor, immobile, sometimes crying, terrified my judgmental mom was gonna have to go through a bunch of trouble over me. Stuck in a hellscape and praying it would end.