Thank you, that actually means a lot to me 💜
I’m just broken right now. Maybe it’s how I am. Idk anymore…

3 pizzas for me, the only food I’m having today lol (I don’t eat)
Mushrooms, then quattro formagi, and lastly margarita!

Thanks, that means a lot to me 💜

Thank you ❤️

Thanks, I’ll look into it. I’ll try

Thank you. I’ll try to enjoy

Shall I edit mine?

I swear I’m gonna cut it off. I swear. All I need is a sharp knife or a box cutter. Box cutters are sharp, right? I’ve done this before, this time I just might bleed out. No biggie. I’m so fucking done with this. One of my favorite things in life and now I can’t even have it. Fuck this. Fuck being born with this. Fuck being pre-OP. I hate myself.

Damn! Well thanks for the info!
I’m not a fan of slopware, especially not when it comes to something as important as HRT. Thanks! 🩷

Oh, Featherline? I tried it out, but it seemed a bit complex. I liked Mona better, so stuck with that. Good to know!

That’s kinda funny. I started on Mona for my HRT and later added MedTimer, for my antidepressants and now antibiotics. MedTimer is alright.
Definitely give Mona a try tho!

Nooooo, why tf did it end up here? 😭
Not what I was expecting when making that post, lol

Omg, so glad you’re doing SubQ! Good on you girlie!
I do IM and my needles are 1 and a half inches long…yeah…

Girl, I’m super glad you have your passwords figured out. All of the things you mentioned are good! If you remember them, great! I’m glad you take this more seriously than my bf ❤️

i’ma be real with you, i track my injections by manually adding rows to a CSV file

Noo, you heathen 😭 /s
Bonus points for Syncthing tho. At least there’s that

i can tell when my supplies are running low when my current E vial goes empty and i have to switch to the next one

Fair enough! All meds I get are from prescriptions, so this mostly helps me know when to ask for a renewal. But I respect your ways :3

the only thing i don’t have which this app does is the automatic level estimate charts

Trust me, you don’t need the app just for that. It’s extremely inaccurate, really just an estimate. Blood tests good! ❤️

that said if i ever add prog to my routine this will probably be pretty helpful

Definitely! I think this would help with that. I’m glad you found it (at least, future you) useful!

I’m getting an authentic corded one. For science! :3

I have a coffee machine, so I make a pot of coffee, pour myself some, straight into the fridge with that mug. When it’s cold, I add milk and drink it almost like a shot, all at once. I’m just weird like that…
With tea, I of course prepare it with hot water. Then remove the teabag, straight into the fridge. When it’s cold, I enjoy my tea :3

Oh nooo 😂
And I know who your gf is, so I totally know who you’re calling out. I had no idea she was a little silly like that 😭

Oof. You and me both, partners that are complete end users. We’ll survive this. Well…you will

I mean, an extra 4mg (assuming enanthate) definitely won’t kill you. You’re fine, my worries are unwarranted. Also, monotherapy is good! I’m glad you’re doing that! Blockers are nasty stuff, all of them. The one that people recommend as the “safest” (bicalutamide) doesn’t even block T production, it blocks the receptors, which actually makes your T levels higher. And it doesn’t cross the blood-brain barrier, so I assume the T receptors in your brain (if there are any) still function…but I don’t know enough about this.

And yeahh, I am a bit silly when it comes to things like that

You’re fine girlie 🩷
sigh Let me know if you need computer help

though I don’t store passwords in txt files

Thank you 🙏

that is absolutely insane

Yep 🤣

I just keep them in my head like a normal crazy person

Well…that’s better in my mind. You’re totally fine!

This is gonna be a fucking ramble, oh boy…
There was a time when my dad needed help. He needed to export his 110 password from the Edge browser and import them to Firefox. Easy enough, right? So I was explaining the process to him, what I would do, what the result would be.
We’re talking in English, my dad is American. My bf is there (doesn’t speak English very well at all, even tho he insists it’s enough, it’s fucking not, he barely understands the basics) and he tries to join the conversation. He starts saying that “writing all of your passwords down on paper is the best thing to do here, according to him”…
Mind you, these were 110 passwords. They could change anytime (if my dad changed them). My bf barely even understood what we were talking about, I was trying to explain something simple to my dad, who isn’t that good with computers, so I had to simplify stuff, which was already taking up much of my focus…and then my bf comes in, suggesting literally THE WORST solution to the problem and something I’m personally very much against. I HATE writing down stuff like passwords on paper. I HATE storing passwords in txt files. I hate that he always sets passwords like 1234 on his account because “oh, if they hack me, there’s nothing they can get out of this”. I hate that he downloads random .exe files from the internet, runs them without blinking, blindly trusting the distributor because “the hackers have nothing to gain from hacking my pc”. I HATE how he does stuff on his computer, he’s such an end user. It drives me FUCKING INSANE. It makes my blood boil any time he does anything on the computer. It’s a major source of frustration in my life and I’ve seriously considered leaving him because of (but not just because of) this. He’s such a boomer, omfg!
I know I’m being mean, but holy shit, I’ve suffered this for so long now, I think my head is gonna pop. It’s outrageous! I’m actually gonna go insane one day!

Sorry, that needed to get out. Umm…sorry

Well…about that…
He pulls the pizza (frozen, store-bought) out of the oven, sets it on a wooden cutting board, and says “EAT” very loudly, in my general direction. I don’t, because it’s fucking hot, I can tell with just my fingers. When I tell him it’s too hot, he literally yells “EAT IT WHILE IT’S HOT” at me and seems…tbh, irrationally pissed off. When I protest further, he calls me “Perverse”. When he’s eating it himself…istg his mouth is already pre-burnt, because he’s clearly burning his mouth (watery eyes, strange slurping noises, ew), but he just keeps eating it? As soon as he sits down? Strange…
I can handle being yelled at (less so with HRT now), but when he does this to my brother, it really pisses me off. There is literally zero to be such a massive douchebag TOWARDS YOUR OWN CHILDREN nonetheless. It’s just…idk. He’s 78, I’m 20 and my brother is 16. Sure, there’s a huge generational difference, but I swear sometimes it feels like he’s from a different planet.
And he’s generally very progressive and liberal, but sometimes his brain’s “empathy center” shuts down and he goes full (pardon me) “logical man-mode”, where feelings don’t exist and the only thing that does is solving a problem, logically without considering anyone’s emotions. And he gets really monotone, he yells, he mocks people…he’s not fun to be around :/
But he also supports me financially, going to great lengths to ensure we have what we need. Without him, I wouldn’t be able to get bottom surgery in Thailand…

I’m really totally rambling, I’m sorry. Just need to get it out sometimes.

I was just going to use a txt file for tracking my injections…

This is a joke, but…
I’m fucking done 😭. People using text files to store important info, like it’s the best, most organized and secure format ever…I’ll never understand you 😆 /s
My bf does that…for everything, including his fucking passwords. As someone who is fairly tech savvy, knows many ways to securely store passwords and actually cares quite a bit about security…this makes my fucking blood boil 😭. It’s the most end user thing to do, ever!
Umm, anyway…

The graph is good, but please please please get proper blood tests 🙏. I used to use a graph to estimate my levels too. And a blood test showed it was all wrong…very wrong. Please, if you have even the tiniest option: do it. Get a blood test.
This isn’t supposed to be criticism, but you talking about taking an extra 4mg scares me…I assume you’re on enanthate and I’ve heard it’s better to just wait for the levels to build up, especially without blood tests. Don’t take my word for it tho…

Good on you for the supplies! The app can track exactly how many milliliters you have in a vial, and even tho I use ampules, it works for me, but I’m glad you have it figured out 💜
Definitely use it for prog capsules tho!

Best of luck girlie. It sounds like a lot at first (esters, needles, levels, dosages, concentrations and intervals) and it is…but you’ll get there 🩷
Let me know anytime if you need any help/information! I’m here ❤️

I’m on injections, they’re just better. And it turned out to be NOT DVT, thank fucking god. That would have made it impossible for me to get bottom surgery.
It was an infection and I have some antibiotics to nom :3