

I was in a similar situation. I’m not sure how it works in Florida or that even such social nets even exist there. But my life only truly began when I was set up in a program for housing and welfare. It was unfortunately me suffering a psychosis and then ending up in jail for a year for all this to happen. That’s where I got an official schizophrenia diagnosis.
So, you would need to get help from the state through its healthcare programs (if possible). It seems one of your struggles is a mental struggle. I never got along well with my family due to one trauma caused and ignored by them during childhood. (I have plenty of other trauma outside my family). But only when I got my own place did my life get better, and that hope of living a meaningful life settled in gradually. It is the stability of our surroundings that creates the foundation for the stability of the mind.
Fight for disability benefits that you deserve. There is no shame being on welfare. There is no shame in being disabled. The shame ought to be reserved for those who condone social murder.

Claiming that attempting to appeal to the “masses” is the same as aiming for the “lowest common denominator” is extremely elitist.
There is zero difference between this and Nietszche’s criticism of culture/art and modern society.