I didn’t even need to finish reading to know you’re over thinking it. It’s normal to feel awkward doing stuff like that in a situation like that. Just breathe. It’ll probably take time for the house to start to feel normal

There’s a part of town that’s gay enough for you to wear pretty much anything

They didn’t say it would be easy

Jesus Christ!

What a great pattern

It’s like weirdly bitter sweet too? Like I always thought I could just discover the right productivity system or find the right way to structure my life to make things work as well as my friends. Had to finally accept that maybe things weren’t okay, maybe things aren’t normal, and maybe getting help is okay

Not sure I follow what you’re getting at bud